WHY?

when i want to do it, they don't allow me to.
when i'm not doing it, they ask me to.
what is this fuck?
this house of people can't think straight. omg.
shall do other things. bye.

birthdays and comp.

YESTERDAY! yeaps, had fun for dad's dinner party, but not really exciting.
and then went to chicken's house today. had some fun making the model, however the thing was like a bit screwed. hope we can get top 20 in the prelims. okay then watched DOA, it was so damn cool, i must continue tomorrow. kay shall now proceed on with my bio summative wksht. goodbye time wasters.

FIRST TRAINING AS YEAR 2 SQUAD N.

yay, finally took over. super stressed but lots of fun times also. :D
it's late and there's geog test tomorrow, really dun feel like studying. somemore the activity not as well as we think it would be. kay shall go polish booooots nowww.
and study geoggraphy. btw, today's POP postmortem was damn long. hope next time will be faster. kayyy bye people =D

YOG blues.

Hmm. YOG today was epic fail. firstly, it was raining. second, i didn't eat much of the buffet. third, it was damn boring. but then i slept on the train towards buangkok, so nvm. :D AND PEANUT BUTTER WAFFLE IS SO FUCKKING NICEEEE.
YEAH SHALL EAT IT AGAIN SOMEDAY. :D
ANd math test. oh no. had like, 2 questions unfinished, so like, shit.
and then like most likely the A is gone already, yeaps. damn sian.
okay shall prepare now for...THE FUCKED GEOGRAPHY TESTICLES.
FUCKING FUCK, urban morphology SUCKS PENIS.
waste your time.

GOEGRAPHY FUN.

HAHHA. Urban land transect was fun, kinda. walking was damn tiring, but quite enriching. never knew CBD had so many speciality shops and other kinds of crap. :D
anyway, the project was damn fun, later went to nicole's house and played TABLE SOCCERRRR YEAHHH.:D
yeah and jenga and fiddle stick and balllllll. hmm yeah. am thinking of writing a...epic story. of this journey of a man to...the moon. stranded! yeah. or maybe a team. and it sets in like, 2100 or something. :D and then like there are space stations on the moon, and they are supposed to get to the space station, and like survive, but their spaceship like crashed or something. yeah, along that borderline. :D
hmm kay shall FINISH my bio file. byeee.

INTER CCA.

yay yay.
got first for inter-cca games. with much help from weiqi and stephen. :D
oh and of course all the other girls who were smart enough to run into open space :D
omg, okay one, that guy looked like he was gonna kill somebody.
i think he's damn pissed with me. wl, but then must also look at yourself mah. haiz.
next, the flame looked damn nice. the torch also quite nice :D
oh and going home was SUPERB! but she didn't want me to go her house haiz. must go someday. okay i shall go and "study"
goodbye.

BOWLING MADNESS!

OMG. okay i didn't screw up in the morning. concert was okay. BUT BOWLING WAS EPIC.
okay, i think gutter is damn sian, but i got one spare after a gutter. so not bad. :D
and i quite a few spares also bah...I'm getting addicted liaoz omg. GGGG.
kay shall study my stupid trigonometry and stop thinking about bowling. ughhhh.
oh yeah and in the morning was damn fun cos i berhen...TI damn loud. i think. lol.
and now, study.

fucked up.

with those two bloody don't understand me people. Can't they tell that i don't have a fucking life? What's the use of fucking grades and shit if you don't make the best out of life? You think i wun get into a fucked up university? You think that i'll fail my a level? FUCK man. Serious fucking fucked up with fuckers in the world. Bloody fuck.

Woah. in front of the whole school.

IM GONNA BE FLAG-BEARER. I WONDER IF I'LL SCREW UP.
hope i give loud timing. and the berhenti can give properly. AND DON'T DROP THE FLAG!
haiz, but NPCC seriously waste a lot of my time. ooh yeah, have to send in TRAINING SCHEDULE! kay i go do that now! and sleep soon. byeee.

a home? nah, a house.

okay, i am slightly fucking pissed at that bitch, he's such an ass.
scolding others when he himself doesnt show a good example? this is what is meant by good ways when you don't respect others.
and tomorrow is physics. wtf. KTOM. HEAT CAPACITY. CHANGE IN STATE. KINEMATICS.
kay shall go study now, not supposed to stay long on com. and my blog is alive but no one sees it. <3
bye time wasters.

LIFE IS UNFAIR.

Woah. Can't believe it. I actually lost my chinese holiday assignment. WHAT THE FUCK. i think somebody might have taken it and copied or something, or i misplaced it, BUT I REMEMBER PASSING IT UP! goddammit hope she finds it or something. tomorrow is the bloody gong han test, and got the stupid LA essay need hand up. GGxX, then the bio also. second point, im poor. thus, life is unfair. shall grow up to be filthy rich. >:)

okay, im gonna do bio now, see you time wasting people~

I got 78.85% -.-

wow. got back LA plot quiz today, expected quite low marks, but i actually got 31.5/40. hmm, not bad, but the bad thing was, it was only 0.5 marks to an A+. i hope i dun become a nerd, cos i start becoming worried about my marks and grades and stuff. i think this test is like a microcosm of me, cos i score like these kind of weird marks, whereby i go right below the mark. haiz. oh yeah and i really want to go watch inception. wonder if anyone is free on friday. LA essay is killing me now, and i dunno how vivien elaborates her points so fucking well. i shall continue trying to act like a pro, and try writing my essay professionally. oh yeah, and i hope i don't fail my chemistry test tomorrow. -crosses fingers- acids bases and salts really can kill. yay not bad at least i fulfilled two days straight of blogging, shall try at least once every two days. :D

Cloudy night.

wondering how many people are out there, lying on their beds, thinking about stuff. i have this theory, whereby whatever you think before you sleep, will be linked to what you dream. i think that's really cool, but i dreams are easily forgotten. haiz. i heard inception is kinda nice, and i really wanna watch, but i think no one wants to watch with me. haiz. so damn ousted in school, im like a shell with no filling. a body with no heart. i need to stop my obsessions and start studying. god dammit. okay, i shall go on and think of more of any ideologies. haiz.