wow. i realized i haven't posted for very long and i seriously dunno what to post.
i guess i have really studies for the past few days and i wish myself luck for the EOYs.
i hope that anyone who visits this blog is blessed with good luck and that they will get good results in their EOYs. besides that, i would like to thank everyone who has helped me on my journey through life, and i hope their efforts have not gone down the drain.
i feel that my life has been very moody and that i dunno who i like.
my mind is haunted every night when i go through my dreams and i know that someone out there still cares for me. i would like to tell that person that you will not get rejected from me so please tell me who you are, regardless of whether you are a boy or girl. i want to tell you that i notice you looking at me when you have no reason to, and that you just try to get my attention to please me. when i am down, you cheer me up. when i am happy, you feel happy for me. i know that you are the one, so please step forward, be brave and admit that you care for me. if not, life would be meaningless and i know that i would not be able to get through my life. please, tell me you are the one so that i would not do anything foolish. and besides that, the above is not a joke so please please please tell me who you are. people that actually spend some time reading this, i appreciate and i hope you get meaning in your life. however, i feel that my life is very meaningless and if that person does not have the courage to step forward, i feel that i myself would also not have the courage to face life and commit suicide. tomorrow i would approach a doctor and ask her whether i have depression. life is meaningless.
WARNING: the above post is a joke, dun belive what it says!, except for the person stepping forward part.
